5 Things that have changed since Sunil left

1. Wake up at 6.40 and still catch up the morning bus :)

2. Super scared of loosing / leaving room keys at office desk :(
frantically search for keys each time I leave for the day

3. Getting undivided attention of Anu and Vamsi in the cubicle. :(
Though Anu have stopped asking questions, Vamsi have started asking them

4. Net download speed have doubled :)

5. Sri and co gives me company in the breakfast table without a fail…:(
where from the earth he developed this idea that I might need the company first thing in the morning.

Corner Office!

If you look back on your life
What do you remember?
The corner office....
Yes....how the hell you hit it so right? I vee been seeing this Tata Safari ad for quite some time now, but never did it seem so true like its today...

Go Chase you Dreams!

Life doesn't really always take you to the desired places. You hope for things, you prey for things, you see dreams for things....and then u suddenly realise u has landed in a place which is no way nearer to the things u ever hoped or wished. But then there is an uneasy comfort and peace in this place. You stay glued to this place. Enjoy the uneasy calmness, kill your dreams, sulk, slog, smile and perish. So many of these tombstones, I see all around. Pretending people with artificial smiles and black hole inside.

Then there are people who jump to the turbulent river ahead, try to swim, get drifted by the current, may get drown. Some might also manage to cross it and reach the desired land. Who knows? I don’t know how it feels to jump into the uncertainty from the shore. How might it feel to win or loose after you jumped. All I know is there must be a satisfaction. Satisfaction that I chased my dreamed.

Yesterday while giving VD the emotional farewell, these are few thoughts that lingered. Dude u really has taken a great jump .......now swim across and reach where you dreamed to be. My wishes are with you.

the jealous "I"

it seem i am the only one in pain here.in this case half of it should be passed on to the cause of it ...if at all it still matters....i know i do matter,a little less may be.

i doesn't know why this turbulence strike me at this odd time...i still cant figure out of what element people are made of ....or how strong will power could be...

its not moments of solace now ....but then i experienced it after a long gap. somethings are still the same...lots more changed.

S
Gn ..dear
wish you all good things in life.

today's fortune!!!

Today's fortune: You and your wife will be happy in your life together

source: my orkut home page

just tempted me to disect it a bit......r u guys out there in okut lost your mind, or u have no better things in life rather than predicting such a forcast!!! and i wonder is it a generic forcast to all ppl in orkut/ all aries in orkut /all ppl bork on 19th april?

BALANCE SHEET!

how could the blog will miss this occasion to wrap up & sum it what happened in the year 2007. actually i intend to write it yday, but ve to keep niti busy till the surprise .anyways going by the track record...its never too late for me.

in 2007,Things i gained/acquired/ happy about/boast about.....thanks giving

good health
relatively peace full mind
passport
all course complete certificate
new house back home
professional exposure
studio experience(lpz design)
MNC client & associated perks
PAN card
new laptop+phone+material things
diploma project 3.1
acted in a film with .........
did some original sin without being caught!
taste n apatite for whiskey
reinforced self belief n ability


in 2007,Things i lost/wasted/ sad about/stupidity.....cribbing

A217 and all the associated luxury,Friends
sarmistha got married
mental turmoil
i spilt my inner feelings......outside
people cheated me
said YES instead of NO
wasted time(read money)
addictions overplayed
some close friends had nasty break-ups
faith on destiny over powered potential
poor negotiating skills


am purposefully keeping the second list smaller.

EPILOGUE
okey i don't believe in new year resolutions......so i never make them. for all the things in the first list i thank u almighty , and all the people who directly and indirectly gave it to me.

for the second list ..there are few which i ve no say ....destiny again. but yes the rest i really can and have to take a note of and do/change/implement so that the next yrs epilogue wont repeat the same things!!!

good night

Taken for granted !!!

Yesterday's tooth ache just remined me of the fact that so many things in life
we take it for granted . u can go on abusing and neglecting ur body for days
till the point it reminds u to STOP it. believe me the reminder was harsh,
painful and scary.

......so Please Take care of urself.

® finally!

Am i efficient........................NO, NOT FOR SURE, but today i shd take a little credit about the way i finally made it happen .it seem like its been ages, i ve been looking to get my name registered for the diploma project . scared , skeptical, hoping, wondering ...days just passed by and i suddenly realised its December of 2008 . nyways no point in disecting days that passed on......

today i feel good and satisfied. happy working for the days to come .....

:)